I looked it up online.  I think I might be depressed.  It's probably due to not working out and not getting out of the house.  :-\  I gotta do something about this...  I just feel like I have almost no friends and I keep worrying about finding a job since I'm in serious danger of losing my current one.  I've never been fired, and I'm racing to find another job before I lose the one I have. 

It's almost two in the morning.  I just feel lonely lately.  We've moved in together... but the last couple of days I've been feeling like he's pushing me away a little bit.    I don't know what to do.  Our sleep schedules are off a bit... well, more like mine is... I'm not really feeling tired before two and I didn't get up today until 11 in the morning.  So we're not seeing each other as much... bleh... I'm trying to do romantic things like make dinner and light candles and plan movie dates (tomorrow night).  Also he NEVER posts on my facebook... and then posts on another girl's that she's the best cuz she had a job interview with a school district.  :-\  I know it's not something major and probably nothing to worry about... but whatev.  It bothers me.

Lately, I've been feeling very annoyed by my friends.  I had one that I was supposed to have dinner with Thursday.  I texted her Wednesday and Thursday, and I didn't get a response back.  Then our mutual friend told me she talked to her at NINE(!) and she said she wasn't coming.  Well, thanks for notifying me!  And another friend came by my work and said we were going to hang out last night and then said she was too tired... which she always says.  Well, if you're tired, don't ask me to hang out.  And my last friend just doesn't really care about me anymore.  She cares about her asshole boyfriend who choked her and wrecked her car, but not me.  I was sick in bed for a week and I did not get ONE text or phone call about how I was.  In fact, none of these people checked up on me.  The only real friend I have right now is my boy. 

Yes, we're still together.  We've been together for almost a year! Actually, for our one year (Oct. 10th), we are taking a trip to Austin together. I'm so excited!!!